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Tuesday, August 10, 2010

分享

什麼時候開始把一切都放在心上的呢 ?
明明現在正正是科技最發達的時候, 那怕你身邊一個認識的人也沒有
一個電話, 一封電子郵件還是可以把你想說的 --- 跟人說
人嗎, 還是需要傾訴
有人可以一個人把所有東西單獨的揹在肩上嗎 ?
有, 但是我覺得那個人不會快樂

每個人做同一件的事情上會有不同的方法
可是目的還是一樣, 為了快樂
快樂, 不是才是最重要的嗎 ?
我們做什麼, 不是也是朝著這個目標前進嗎 ?
為了給家人帶來快樂, 為了給身邊的伴侶快樂, 為了自己的快樂
快樂才是最重要的

不開心的時候怎麼快樂 ?
有人可以跟你肩並肩的一起挺下去
有人願意犧牲他們的時間來陪伴你, 聽你的話
有人願意在你迷失的時候伸手助你一把
可是前提是, 你要願意開放你的心房跟人分享

唔 ... 分享 ...


Saturday, July 17, 2010

愛, 很累

最近真的快崩潰了
事情接二連三的發生

最近和身邊的人關係搞得挺壞 ...
同一時間和兩個人冷戰, 半逃避和另一個人接觸
這三個問題會持續多久呢 ? 不知道
但是可以確定的是, 我很不好受 ...

愛, 真的是一件很累的事
但是, 我不會放棄去愛的
因為沒有愛, 人生, 就會變得很黑暗
因為愛, 人生中才會充滿顏色
你懂得愛嗎 ?

我自己以為懂得
可是經過這幾天才發現
我所謂的愛, 是多麼的乏力
我愛的, 原來只是自己


Sunday, November 29, 2009

Testimony in Bundy (2009)

29 November

 

Why did you accept Jesus?

Before I became a Christian, my relationship with my father was so so. I think it is quite common in Asian countries. Father always had a lot of authority in the house and you will feel far away from him. During my time in Australia, I called my father a few times. Sometimes he will pass the phone to my mother after he said the things that he wants to say. Sometimes he will just pass it directly and ignore me. I can’t feel a relationship with him. I know my father loves me but the way that he loves is not the way that I want. Relationship can’t be one way. I want to communicate with him. I want to talk to him. I want to tell him how I felt in the last 22 years. I want to say thank you to him for supporting my study in Australia. I want to share with him what has happened to me. I want to tell him I failed 3 subjects in 1 semester. I want to tell him I won a basketball game. I want to tell him I am dating a girl. I want to tell him how great our God is. I want to have relationship with him.

 

After I came to FOCUS for a while, I started to meet up with Simon every week. We read bible together. He challenged me a lot. Simon, thank you. Thank you for meeting up with me last 4 years. Simon told me that I had a heavenly father and I rejected him for my whole life. God is always there and he wants to have relationship with me even before I was born. I accepted Jesus because I discovered that he loves me so much. When someone I rejected is willing to die for me. The only reason I can think of is he loves me. Jesus did! He looked after me while I was still a sinner. He died on the cross for me while I was still a sinner. His love is unconditional. He loves me not because I did any good thing. He loves me because I am his creation. He wants to have a relationship with me.

 

How has knowing Jesus changed your life?

After I became a Christian, I started to have a relationship with God. It is good. I can talk to him whenever I want and I know he is listening to me. He answers my prayers. When I feel sad, he comforts me. Reading his word is one of the ways he comforts me. Reading bible can help me to know more about him.

 

Reading bible helped me to understand everyone is a sinner. I am a sinner; my father is a sinner too. He is not perfect. He has problems too. Now I will feel ok when he passes the phone to my mother. I tried to ask him to see my photos on facebook. I will send him e-mails to share how my life in Australia is. He will still pass the phone to my mum when I call him but it is getting better. He told me he feels happy to see my photos, he thanks me for my e-mail. Our relationship is getting better.

 

Also, before I became a Christian, I liked to help other people because they will say Benny is a good person. I feel good when people say that. But sometimes I will feel disappointed because their response doesn’t match my expectation. I loved people because I wanted something back from them.

 

But knowing Jesus, taught me that loving people should be from my heart. I should not calculate how much I can get back. My best friend, Ethan, he showed me how to love other people. He loves other people is from his heart. He loves other people not because he wants anything back from them. He loves other people because Jesus loves him. He experienced God’s love and he knew it was good. He wants to share it with other people. He wants more people to know about God. I tried to do the same thing as him. Love people from my heart. Love neighbour as myself.

 

How do I plan to spend the rest of my life?

Before I became a Christian, I liked playing basketball and having yummy food with my friends. Now I add one more to my list. Sharing Gospel with others. I am looking forward to every Friday now because it is the day of FOCUS. Focus is an opportunity for me to know more about God and share the good news to other international students. I want to serve God with the rest of my life by sharing the good news with other people in full time Christian ministry. I may do it in FOCUS or maybe somewhere else but wherever it is, I believe God will be with me all the time.

 

Why?

This year about June, two of my best friends in Hong Kong told me that they had an abortion last year. I hear about abortion a lot of times but this is the first time it happened to my friends. I was shocked. After that, I chatted with another friend. I knew that sometimes she will sleep with her boyfriend. I wanted to stop it before it happens to my friend again but she thinks abortion is ok if the baby is a burden for the parent. I tried to tell her what God thinks about abortion but I felt she was defensive of what I said. This is my first time I really felt this is a spiritual war between God and Satan. I want to be part of the war and I want to fight at the front of the war.


Talk on Luke 15:11-24 in Bush dance (NTE Mission 2009)

27 November

Introduction

One day, I called my father and asked him, “Hey dad, what will you do if I wasted all the money that you have given me in Australia?” My father said to me, “I will kill you if you do so.”   

State Point

Father gives the son what he doesn’t deserve.

Show Point

But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.  (v.20)

And the father said to his servants; “Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. (v.22-23)

Explain Point

At the beginning of this story, the younger son asked his father to give him his share of the estate. What I feel from it is this; the son doesn’t want to have a relationship with his father. He doesn’t care about his father. The only thing he wants and cares is money. After he got his share, he left home and he wasted all his money in another place. He is working there for a while. And then he came to his senses and he went home. If you are the father, what will you do? My dad will kill me. For me, I will at least give him some punishments because he deserves it.

What did the father do to his son in this story? (v.20, 22, 23)

The father loved his son so much, right? He gave his son what he doesn’t deserve. Let me tell you another story.

Illustrate Point

There was an international student like you and me. However, he didn’t put a lot of time on his study like me. Mostly he spent his time in casino. He loves gambling. He wasted money that given by his parent. He will only call to his parents when he doesn’t have enough money. His parents worried about him. They don’t understand why their son will use a lot of money as a student. One day, the son wasted all his money in casino again, this time, he met some bad people and borrowed a large amount of money from them. Of course, he had to return but he didn’t have enough money to return. He was ashamed. He felt guilty. He was struggling and he worried for a long time. At last, he called his father and told him everything. His father said to him, “Come home and I will fix the problem for you.”

Apply Point

Do you want to have a father like this? A father that will forgive every mistake that we make. A father that will give the best things to us even we do not deserve it.

Conclusion

Tonight let me tell you this: You have a father like this too!! He doesn’t care what mistakes you have made before. The only thing he wants from you is to return to him. He is heavenly father, God. But how do you treat God? Will you just only enjoy the thing that God has given to you? Will you only seek for God when you are in trouble or you want something from him? Did you ever think to have relationship with him?

Everyone who is here tonight, let me encourage you: Come home! Come and know God! You will never know how much he loves you if you don’t come to know him. Like the younger son in this story, if he didn’t make the decision to go home, he will still be feeding pigs in a farm. He will never know that his father loves him so much. The thing that we deserve from God is Death but luckily God is like the father in this story. He gives us what we don’t deserve. He loves us so much.

How much does God love us? In Roman 5:8, it says “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”

This is God’s love. He fixed the problem by dying on the cross for us. God is always there and waiting for us to come home and have relationship with him.

Return to him and you will know how much he loves you.


Monday, November 02, 2009

Committee Dinner ~~

2 November

Finally, October was finihsed.
Lot of things happened in this month.
I felt that I am overloading myself a bit. Maybe I need a rest.
Love people is an activity that use a lot of energies.
It is quite tired to put a lot of commitments on myself.
Everyday will have different things waiting me to finish.
I can't remember what is the last time i stayed at home for a whole day.
Anyway, today is a great day for me.
FOCUS new year committee had selected therefore I invited them to have dinner together.
It was fun. =) I hope everyone enjoys it.
Thank you God for the opptunity to serve my brother and sister tonight.



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